The return of an old acquaintance.

I signed on to Yahoo tonight, and Crocker was online.

We chatted for a couple moments.

It was polite. I sent him an essay.

I also made mention of the fact that I was mad at him and haven't spoken to him in months because I was mad at him. He was too busy to spend time with me and was sorta inconsiderate, a situation that apparently is incredibly common among gay friends and acquaintances of mine.

I'm doing something wrong. There's something about developing new friendships and relationships that I'm taking too seriously. Or I'm picking the wrong people. Or I'm getting too angry too soon or too late. Or I'm wasting my time altogether.

I don't know what I'm doing wrong.