Wednesday, November 03, 2010

Life savings.

I have to make a couple phone calls, have a couple meetings, and I can get myself significantly out of debt come morning. It doesn't feel real. I can't even bring myself to open the envelope and look at the savings check that's making my current finance problems go away. I'm scared - as I've been scared of a lot of things lately - that I'm going to lose everything before everything gets a chance to get better.

When nothing is wrong financially, then will I be confident? Probably not. It's not how I roll. Seriously, though, things are good. I just need to notice. And relax. And be relieved.

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